My Everest... okay, not really, but for this week it is.
I have been stuck on week 5, day 2 of c25k for a week and a half. I haven’t even tried day 3 yet. I’m psyching myself out, and I keep postponing it. However, today, at 7pm, I WILL give it a shot. I don’t know how running 20 minutes will go, but I have to try. I must pick the most bad-ass Pandora station to keep me going. I’ll let you know how it goes. :)
So, I have been MIA because of my mini getaway this weekend. I was helping my bf move into his new place in Orlando. It was a fantastic weekend, filled with many beautiful memories. It was very difficult to kiss him goodbye and drive away. I’m just hoping everything works out for me so that we don’t have to do the long distance thing. I had an interview up there today, so we’ll see what happens.
I had a panic attack on the drive home. I was just so sad (for several reasons), so I let my mind control me and I binged on chocolate. It was awful. I hate that I did that to myself. I ran week 5, day 2 (again) when I got home to try and make up for it. However, after calculating the calories, I know that I screwed up big time. I will not beat myself up, though. I will just have to work harder this week. I guess this is just something that I’m going to have to continue working on throughout my entire life. -_-