Journey to Health & Fitness

So, I have been MIA because of my mini getaway this weekend.  I was helping my bf move into his new place in Orlando.  It was a fantastic weekend, filled with many beautiful memories.  It was very difficult to kiss him goodbye and drive away.  I’m just hoping everything works out for me so that we don’t have to do the long distance thing.  I had an interview up there today, so we’ll see what happens.

I had a panic attack on the drive home.  I was just so sad (for several reasons), so I let my mind control me and I binged on chocolate.  It was awful.  I hate that I did that to myself.  I ran week 5, day 2 (again) when I got home to try and make up for it.  However, after calculating the calories, I know that I screwed up big time.  I will not beat myself up, though.  I will just have to work harder this week.  I guess this is just something that I’m going to have to continue working on throughout my entire life.  -_-

gettingtomygoalweightby2012:

Oh, I love this. Such a strong message. Short but sweet.

Truth.

I get so frustrated when the scale doesn’t budge.  I know I shouldn’t pay so much attention to the scale, but I can’t help it.  I just need to remember to stay focused.